7.10.2011

Romanticizing on a Sunday

6 a.m. on June 16, 2011  - Reunited at the JFK airport. Greasy, puffy-eyed, and so so happy.
Today as I was doing my best Sunday laying about, I was thinking some jumbled thoughts about the crazy things Jack and I are going to attempt in the next few months. In my temple recommend interview today, I was telling the Bishop about our plans and he said something about how fun it is to be in the "white-knuckle" phase of life - not knowing how things will turn out but keeping at it. I agree! It is so fun! It's a weird thing to feel so inadequate and unprepared but so confident at the same time. I know everything is going to turn out better than I could even plan for, but sometimes my sensible side kicks in and I start doubting and fretting. It's good to be sensible, but I think it's just as good to be a little stupid. Nothing wakes my heart up like taking on the impossible with my best friend.

1 comment :

  1. ahhh i need to work on your approach. The white knuckle phase makes me crazy and a tad stressed...

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